Hunger hurts but starving works...

Today has been a terrible and wonderful day... We had to put Bogie to sleep because he had lung cancer and was not doing well. I'm sad, but he was suffering and watching him dwindle was one of the worst things I have ever seen. He'd just look up at you with his big brown eyes as to say, "help me", and there was nothing I could do... ripped my heart out.

Also, I found out this morning that Rutgers accepted me! That is a huge relief.

I know I haven't updated in a while, but the last time I updated about my Uncle John being sick, he died within 12 hours.... that kind of scared me. Maybe I've gotten over that and will start updating more often.